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there are some days where i just break and this is why people shouldn’t date me there are periods in time where i just , break and go into a deep depression . all my insecurities come out and no matter what i do i can’t help it i just see every flaw in myself . i might seem like a strong person like i don’t care but it’s just a front I’m actually extremely fucking broken . and the best thing to do in these times is just to hold me and let me cry and kiss me and love me . not to talk to me and tell me I’m beautiful and that you aren’t going anywhere and ladeyda because I’ve heard it all before and it was obviously a lie because look where i am now . single as fuck not talking to anybody . just show it to me because saying it won’t do anything just stay around and be there for me . and when i find a guy , or girl that can be there for me and KNOW how insecure and broken i am accept it and love me for it that is when i hope to fall in love and never let go . i want someone that will be my bestfriend and my significant other all in one . someone i can lay around cuddle watch movies laugh and play with . someone who will look me in the eyes and just smile because we are so happy . i mean yeah not everything is rainbows and butterflies shit happens forgive and forget but if it’s meant to happen it will happen and we can get through all the bad stuff . someone who i can play in the rain with and just be in love with . purely in love with .
